Tuesday, October 7, 2008
i want to either die or to lost memory. hellos. i'm nw effing bored,and is bored BORED!!!~~ michelle is now outside with her friends, and some of you;re working/sleeping. no one to chat with or to turn in to. gotta go home later on. yea?! this week schedule: mon: stay at home.not going anywhere!*fuck tue: not yet confirm wed:not yet confirm thur:got movie going on,but not going. fri:outing with beloved girls.patrina,michelle and puiying!ROARS* sat:a b'dae party to be attended. sun:dont know what/where the fuck to do/go.just sit and wait for sch reopens. think of going back to school the feeling just sucks!gotta face till my classmates.and again, gotta go into my own fucking world.but,is alright. left 2 more month to go. i just want to faster graduate and get out of this fucking class which is not meant to be in.! yesterday & saturday.   sleep till 5pm in the evening and use com. use all the way till 2 and back to sleep.. and again, drag all the way till 3+ then sleep..ohmy! saturday. cab down and back from bugis. with two cindy(s). overall,still ok. but on the way back, i feel so lack of energy and oxygen. though of dieing soon... i do have a feeling that after this year, you would'nt want to contact me anymore. and we shall go our own seperate roads. i'm feeling so down this few days. mind keep flashing through the msg you send me. i know i should'nt/cannot to have this kind of thinking anymore.. but i just.. i don't wish to let you know the truth neither i am running away from the truth. overall, i wish that.... and i hope that....
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