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ANNEYO HASEYO!

Anneyo haseyo. watashiwa Samantha desu ne.
Born on, 7 Dec 1991.
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Saturday, November 29, 2008

right after my chalet,i been busying studying for exam.
even went i was at the chalet,i was already studying.no choice,but to work hard!:D
BPF paper has just end-ed.so is BEG.BEG is much more earlier..
result is already out also. i got a B for that. hees! much more than expected.
last three day ago, just completed my BPF and on thursday i just got my presentation done.
later will be meeting out with shimin and meifong to study again!
last two days to end sch): no matter what, must keep in touch!

1yr of friendship. i gone through much and many problem.so do my classmates.
we went up and down. so does our emotions.
1 yr is not an easy year for all of us. but the memories we gone through,will leads us further.
and the memories we had, will always leave behind our hearts.
i have nothing for you guys. but i do wish that all of you to study further and may you guys dream may suceed in life.
thanks for the memories you guys given me. so do care and corcern.
my last wishes for you guys will be: take gd care enough and stay happy&healthy forever!:D

STAY IN CONTACT!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

happy samantha:D

hey guys,

i am now currently at the chalet. when i go back home, i will then blog.
came in to share my current and real feelings with you guys.
out of a sudden,i feel like i really have came and struggle out for this past six mth.
and to me is really a dream.as i have come till so far and time is passing fast.
right now,i do really hope that my test will be welly done and can be promoted to higher nitec..

this afternoon,a friend of mine told me something that is regarding about me.
when i first heard it, i feel okok. but later on, i feel abit sad.
somehow,i did some reflection on it and i realise that whatever the case/matter is, i cant keep living under other people mouth.as it will only leads me to be even more sad, cry and even breakdown. which is not even worth it. but i am willing to listen to changes myself to a better one. but comments that dosent gone till too far.

overall,i just like to say my friends will still remains as my friends. my family will still remains as my family. nothings is going to change. if it really do, it is only the surroundings and the way we looks into matter that changes us:D from now, in my dic ther will only be positive and less negative. i do hope that all my friends and family to have the same thinking as me. in order to lead a more happier life..

alright.i shall go back to the chalet room!
take care and nights!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE WEE!

hey girl is your 17th b'dae yea?!

you're the one who makes me not to think.

you're one who never finds me irrating.

you're one who can torterate me with my attitude.

you're one that save me up when i drop into a deep hole.

you're one that never fails to make me smile.

you're one that who go through with me thick and thin for this two months.

you're one that helps me with my studies.

you're one that make a big changes in my life.

and lastly...

YOU'RE ONE THAT I WANT TO TREASURE FOREVER!

i know somehow is impossible. maybe after this year, we wil forget each and other.

but i want you to know this,is you who save me up.

and is you who is willing to be friend with me when no one want to bother me.

just only for this,i'm grateful to you.

really very grateful!you treat me too well that i feel so bad.

bec of me,the friendship between you and them get abit further.

bec of me,you dont care how/what ppl say about you.

i dont know what to do and how to do to repay the things you done for me.

but still,i hope you will like the cake and card we prepared for you!

i'm happy:D

was waken up by michelle call at 8am today.
prepare bath and waiting for ray to called me. but instead of that,i called him first.
took the cake out of the fridge,placed it in to the box and tied with the ribbon and off i go.
michelle came to my hse downstair and tgt we took cab to school.
once i reach school,i get down the cab first. as it is a ice cream cake and i scared that it will melt.
slack at canteen awhile, and get michelle to go up first. at canteen till 9+ and off to class.
BEO. 1st period. was outside the class talking to girl.andrea.
girl,cheerup!:D things will get better one. and be more optisim.*sorry,for wrong spelling.
after that, went out again and was there talking with michelle lee.
you too cheerup!:D
next lesson,BPF. was standing outside the class for so long. and is freaking hot!
went down to co-op to get my drink,and back to class.
BPF.teacher going through answers. at 12, we are ask to leave for a talk.
dainel tan and follow by 4 student from our school. telling us and encouraging us to continue studying instead of quiting sch, and guys going to army.

after the talk,school release. i quickly rush to canteen to get michelle cake.
sing her the b'dae song and get the cake cut!:D out of touching,she's cried! ohmy!
and today me and yuting get to subo her. yuting give her a kiss while i went to use the chocolate cream to make it on her face! hahas!:D
after the cake, OG peeps leave first. as they have class.as they leave, we also leave.
me michelle wee michelle lee puiying and pat bus down to jurong and walked over to imm to have our lunch.
just good meichuan they;ll also there. after eating,saw till mediacorp artistie came shooting drama. keep standing there and see. after awhile, went up to the deck and look for the girls.
i took a photo with apple!:D i yet to upload some other day ba. soon, kenny papa came.(: while me shell and puiying we went homed:D

what's the use of doing all this? i really dont understand.
no point also. that's all i can tell you.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

this week:

wednesday: no event yet.

thursday:going to catch a movie with puiying?

friday-sunday: yunxuan chalet at paris ris! HOORAY!!

last week:

friday: went home at noon, then to meichuan party at night.off to jw with jj and jq. then homed at 11.

saturday:went bookfair with dad mum sis,beloved cousins,aunt and xinyuan.

sunday:wake up early morning acc granny to redhill and off to suntec with michelle,jr and jj.

how you treat ppl is how ppl treat you.

I MISS MY BLOG! AND OBVIOUSLY I'M MISSING MY BLOG TO DEATH!!

been sometime i last updated. even update also didnt really update till very detail.

update about today first. wake up at 9.15 prepare and went down.

waited for the bus for quite sometime. hop on the bus 15 min later, saw till michelle,ziyu,amira,shimin and riza. as the bus move on, dengjun joined us!:D didnt talk through out the jounery. while reaching school, michelle told me that puiying is waiting for us at the busstop. saw her and meifong. went in to school, straight to LT room. went in to watch A video on aids.ohmy! the video was like.. and the respond given from student like us was also like..after the video,BPF. done revision paper for the day. next,break and BEO. BEO, teacher was going through paper and last period, POA. as mrs ang is on course for 3days and mrs vivian came.get our name signed and off we went. me,michelle,jiajie,jiarong,junde and pat went off to library.then came michelle lee. didnt really study there. at around 4plus,send michelle to the busstop.on the way back, saw michelle junde and pat going off. but only junde saw me:D went up to get my bag and off to imm with puiying. call someone handphone and they actually prank me what the hell!

meet tecky ray weihoon and khenghong over there to get something done! and soon,i went off with puiying first!:D

Silent dosen't mean anything. silent also dosen't mean that i'm nice to bully!

if people who knows me well,should understand what i'm trying to say.

**well,if you guys dont understand then don't anyhow make wild guess. it will only cause you to think more. and no point asking me. cause i wont reveal anything. other than the people that i trusted! other then that, NO!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

i have been away one whole entire week. being busying with sch exams and work.
actually i really feel like blogging out what happen throughout this whole entire week. but i know is going to be naggy. so i decided to write out in point form. anw, like to apologise to michellewee.
to shimin,michellelee: you two are rather moody this few days, do cheerup!:D
and tomorrow after school going to meichuan b'dae party!:D

13 nov: went school late and no lessons conducted for the day. went simei ite for career fair. after that went off to bedok with michelle,puiying,dengjun,jiajie,jiarong and pat. after that took an hr bus back to jurong. send puiying off to busstop to salon then homed!:D
12 nov:went school late.celebrate michelle lee and ziyu b'dae.sch ends, an visit to old folks home. and homed!
11 nov:sch,BEG exam!bugis,kk hospital,homed!
10 nov:sch library imm and homed!
9 nov: outram park
8 nov: orchard
7 nov: marina square/outram park

this whole entire week my feelings was up and downs. i did shed my tears. which was on 11nov.michelle and andrea know. not i dont want to say out,is no one to turn to. anw,is the past. nothing pleasant to be shared also.meanwhile,i'm working very very hard to score well in order to go higher nitec.so people(s) support needed! thanks!:D

HAPPY B'DAE TO HOZIYU! ziyu! happy b'dae.
although i dont really know you well,but you're a friend that i want treasure most.
i am here to wish you a happy b'dae. stay pretty and chio for life!:D

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO FELICIA TOH SIQIN!

hey girl,get well soon!
everyone's worrying for you! buckup!!
it really hurts when we seeing you like this.
for your sake, and ours pls buck up!!:D
YOU CAN DE! I TRUST YOU!
BELOVED COUSIN x33

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO MICHELLE LEE!

one year older,yet still so pretty.
forever pretty!anw,i just want to wish that you;re pretty and happy forever!
and thks for the memories you given me:D
chiobu do also remember to CHEERUP!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO ONG MEIFONG!

hey stage! yoyoyo!!!
orange mummy well is your 17th b'dae sorry for not attending the party.
but still,do hope that you enjoyed. anw,thks for the ears and shoulders you lent me earlier on.
i will miss you for sure!after this yr, do meet up often ya?
stay cute,pretty and chio for life!

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO CHEE GUANGRONG!

hey GR, although i know you for months.but still,you are a great friend indeed!
do meet up after this yr if we go diff courses.all the best to you in your studies.
and remember,stay healthy cute and handsome:D

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Yes,whatever!

HAPPY 3RD YR TO SUJU!:D

just come back from michelle house with all those makeup(s) and trying out of office wear.
wake up quite early today meet michelle at bus. supposiligy was to meet shimin but we board the wrong bus. went in to school first. saw the guys with their office wear on. quite handsome! not bad.1st period,BEG. guys are to present themselves to daniel tan. while girls sit aside to do mock test. i was'nt doing. 2nd period,POA. went up with michelle first, settle down and get our roleplay done.and did our progress test today. sch release early today, so went off to panjang with michelle. actually wanted to go causeway but i lazy! hahas:D have kfc, and went up to sembanwang to look for disc.i feel so ashamed that i ran out of the shop.the sales person was a guy,but i mistaken him as a lady. and i even call him "xiaojie". i apologise and ran out of the shop.ohmy!went to comics collection brought a small notebook there. went down to basement and shop around.and bus home with michelle.came back home first, to collect my stuff and go over to her house. play and joke around. then suddenly i told her something. and she really take it so serious and even.. can't say anymore. shell,let's see who win!:D accompany her to 400+ and bus homed!

wednesday.
uh-huh. today i'm late for school.simply bec the previous night i was copying notes and copy all the way till 3am. reach school le,1st period BEO. during break something happen again! but anw,is all settled. after BEO,BPF. BORED!~ after lesson, school ends. went town with daphne apple and shimin.train down. on the way there, saw a little cute baby! went wistma first while waiting for the rest. apple brought a shirt over at pepper plus. and next, back to mrt station to meet boonpeng friend,nicholas and meichuan. after that we move on to far east, at first was together then after that we seperated. as apple wanted to go toilet with shimin accompany and meichuan gone missing. so me daphne and nicholas we went off to subway first, but before that daphne and i went to look for meichuan first. finally saw till her. went in subway and chit-chatting there. awhile later,sioksian and jonathan came. still, we are rotting there. while apple and shimin still doing their shopping. soon, all gather already and apple leave first. she went off to work. while the rest, we walked down to lucky plaza. as they wanted to play pool. me meichuan and shimin went down to eat mac and back to look for them. at 6, all of us leave. shimin then accompany me to isetan and look for something important. but ended up is at taka. we two walked in a very fast speed. and that why we reach fast. anw, thanks! and soon we trained back. on the way back, the feelings really really is so unbearable. feel like letting my feelings out. but i just bear and bear. all the way till i come home...
**anw, andrea sorry. i told you i didnt come but end up.. bec i nid to look for something impt. hope you can understand.

to that angel whom i always turn to:
YOU CHANGED! you never use to show me attitude. you never use to shout/give me attitude.
seeing you like this, its hurts! and really hurts!
i can't help till you, i feel gulity.i can't be there for you, i also feel gulity. meantime,i am also worrying for you. but you...
i don't know what to say/do already. really! i'm lost! in a very lost lost situation.
meanwhile, i also dont wish to care already. by not caring anyone of you anymore!
bec i cant even take good care of myself how am i to care for you guys.
i do have a feeling that i have lost everything. other than family.
really. is so pointless to talk and try and try. i dont know how to walk down already.
just leave it like that. i will let you guys do whatever you guys want. .

Labels: WHATEVER.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

THANKS GIRL(S)! THANKS FOR THE CONSOLE! I AM ALRIGHT ALREADY!:D

wake up late today at 0915. rush to prepare and leave. but luckily,still michelle took the same bus as me. i was so worry that she went off to sch without me. miss shimin bus today again. and they are freaking early ok? went in to class late at 10.10? around that time.1st period,LFS. some of us doing SOT some of us was chatting away. and i;m the one who is chatting away. cause i already completed mine.2nd period,BPF. whole class waited out the room, no teacher came. no news no nothing.while waiting, the guys went over outside the PE room there and play "spiderman" photos and videos taken. LOL! as no teacher is coming, we decided to leave. as no point keep waiting there. so bus down to clementi with cliques. michelle,me,jiarong,dengjun and jiajie we went to coffeeshop and eat. and thanks for that jiarong for letting us to sit at a place that is so cooling which makes all of us feel like we just come back from running 2.4km!:D while, shimin,meifong,apple,ziyu,meichuan and michelle went to have KFC.but before we went to the coffeeshop, the guys went to do something 1st. and aft they got the result they are like @##@$#%$#%$. after lunch,we went back kfc and look for them. ended up, they leave without informing us. but when we walk up to the busstop,we saw them. and took bus back together.after lunch, my feeling/mood just change. due to something. went back sch, 3rd period,BEO. today i brought my book along. but no lessons.is all presentation. help shimin with her presentation. because that DJ and JD keep disturbing. feel like smacking them!=X after BEO,POA. mrs ang msg some of them saying she will come end-ed up.. another relieve teacher came! SIAN. was copying BEG notes,then at 3 accompany michelle to look for teacher. at that time, i receive till a call. this call makes me very fed up! i already say before i hate people to humilated me when that person did not even find out the truth. overall, i can only tell that person don't regret what you say. i have no meaning to it. but bec after this call, my mood changes. totally change! I CRY AGAIN! but nvm, cause is already over! after school, i went to imm together with my cliques again. as meichuan and apple want to see/get their shoes for this coming friday. nothing caught their eyes. so they went off 1st. while me shimin and meifong, we went to eat LJS. and i saw that guy again. shimin say he look abit like yiyuan. hahas!:D after that, we bus-ed home!

i already said before i hate ppl to humilated me.
you;re not only humilating me, but you also say alot of hurting words to me!
i don't want to know the outcome/answer of yours.
BECAUSE I KNOW EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE ALREADY! and i don;t wish to care anymore!
some things i really want to say out. but...
pointless. i know. so i choose not to say. forget it!

a kpoh can't survive long:D

just wake up from my sleep.

went school as normal. today michelle is early. so am i!:D the stupid bus took so long to come.

reach sch busstop le,wait for meifong and went in school together. 1st period, POA. mrs ang not here today. so slack around and settle down to type my roleplay. after that, went down to canteen with puiying and michelle. have our early lunch. told two of them something. and only they know. but pls,no matter who ask, just dont say!went back class, and off to 2nd period,LFS. before that saw OG peeps again. disturb tecky and some of them and off to our class. LFS also do nothing. some of them playing com, while i sitting over there copying BEG notes!:D next up,break. an hour. no idea where to go, went canteen again as amira is getting her foods while we went over to look for the OG peeps. and soon, off to self access room. was multi-tasking again. was copying notes and using com. an hour later, back to b6/103. BEO. have lesson as normal. i did'nt bring along my textbook as i though today the whole entire day would be presentation day. but who knows, teacher did some teaching and next to our presentation. for my group overall, i could only say not bad??! LOL. as when we presenting only a few are paying attention. so isiz that stress. but when is DJ and Apple group turn's everyone is sitting infront and disturbing them:D after BEO, sch release. an early release.went jurong point with meifong,apple,ziyu. at bus saw till lian gu. reach jp, bid goodbye to her and leave with them. after awhile, shimin and meichuan came looking for us. shop around at 6 and leave.

sunday(2/11/08)

wake up at 9+ back to sleep and 11+ wake up.wash up,do some laundry,get changed and off to granny market to have breakfast with my family. they walked over and i took bus over! hahas!!eat nasi lemak for breakfast. and just nice! 12+ michelle called. and say she going to take a bus now. walk over to busstop and wait for her. meet her at 334 and off to jurong east.as meifong not yet here, so while waiting we went to buy bubble tea and ramily burger. but that burger only michelle brought. as i already eaten. michelle sit while eating and i stand. aft 15min later, meifong still not yet here. so me and michelle went over to the library. we been going up and down end up we decided to sit at level 3. start studying without them. half way through, andrea called. she came looking for us. and she did help me with some of it. thanks girl! meifong reached, then andrea. hahas! and next up , shimin. wah! she took two hours to reach there! pro! as andrea been wanting to eat, me and shimin accompany her to a nearby coffee shop and she eat there. we chat alot.regarding this and that. just cant say.sorry to throw michelle and meifong alone in the library.sorry!back to library, before andrea leave we grab her to take pics with us! hahas:D and off she go. study awhile more and we walked over to imm. michelle and i have LJS while shimin and meifong have MAC. after that we shop around, shimin saw her heels and she brought it! and back to shop again. nowhere to go so anyhow walk. at around 7+ shimin actually wanted to go back with us, but she went back to look for her family. left me michelle and meifong. we two send michelle back, meifong and i then walk back to my house busstop and i accompany her to wait for bus. during this time of period again, i found out alot of things. yea:D i promise her not to say. she also:D and off i went home.

now then i know even being a KPOH also not that easy.

anyway, i still feel very comfortable being with you. just you!:D

hellos!

I;M DAMM FREAKING LAZY TO BLOG RIGHT NOW!!
BUT STILL I WILL FIND ONE DAY AND BLOG OUT THOSE DAY I MISSED!

alright.
this coming two months, i'm damm busy!
got lots of things to be done. need to study,need to meet people. and more..
anw, now till the end of yr i am not available!:D

this week schedule:
monday: went jurong point with cliques.
tuesday:not sure yet.(to be updated)
wednesday: after school, praticising makeup?!
thursday: not sure yet. (to be updated)
friday: office wear of ladies/combination celebration of GR and meifong b'dae/to merlion with cliques.(guys and girl)
saturday: not sure yet.(to be updated)
sunday: meifong hse steamboat!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

simple life(:

hey guys! YO!
i'm now slacking at home watching super junior videos.*ESP.kangin and leetuek!:D
no programme for the day. mum went to the bigwalk to help out while sister go out with her friends. and i'm here alone for the day! meeting andrea later on at jurong east. as is a last min meeting. hahas:D

friday.
thanks mum for the breakfast! as usual, michelle and i miss-ed shimin bus again. but still, always me and michelle will take the same bus to school together!:D passby granny hse busstop ferlin saw me and give me a call. reach school busstop ,saw shimin accompany her to wait for meifong and we went in to school together. 1st period,POA nothing much. just slack at class. 2nd period, BEG. went through all the answer today.and after that michelle went for her NYAA meeting, while me and the girls(me,meifong,apple,shimin,ziyu,meichuan,michellelee,daphne and sioksian) went jurong point. walk-ed a distance to the busstop. and the bus is freaking hot! me and michelle lee,went to complain to the bus driver. went KFC for our lunch 1st, while LJS is fully occupied with people's. after lunch, i get meifong and shimin to accompany me to popular to get GR pen. after that, to toilet. and soon i went off to POSB while the two of them went back to look for the rest of them. get my things and quickly i rush off to meet michelle. thanks for training down to boon lay and meet me:D meet and trained back down to outram. me and shell saw a guy so handsome! ohgosh! he look so alike to korean guys! :D kawaii ne. next, move on to the place where i want to buy my disc. but before that i went to the atm. went in the shop, and found it! the only last piece! i shout and jump over being too joy hahas:D and off to OG to get my highlighter. then walk down to central. as shell want to eat LJS. after eating, we bus back chinatown. stroll around and bus back to clementi and homed! i send shell homed and went for running alone. shimin came and we chatted awhile. i send her off at granny busstop and leave looking for mother dad and sister.after eating home-d.

if long-ed i know, i wouldnt have done this nor that.
but now finally everything is settled!
feel very relax and happy. but somehow..
anw, i just want to concreate on my studies and move on to higher nitec.
the rest, i doubt i have the ability nor do i want to care about. so..quite happy with the life now.hope nothings changes just leave it as it is!:D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

i finally got my SUPER JUNIOR HAPPY DISC!:D
wahahas! it really makes me mad/go insance when i see till KANGIN!
he's cute,handsome. so is the rest of them.
shall wait for their SUPERSHOW to be out. and shall purchase with michelle.
will update more when i'm more free..
plus, tomorrow maybe i'm going to the s'pore big walk to help out.
alright. going off soon.. nights!

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