Wednesday, April 15, 2009
should i be happy nor sad? or, should i sit and watch and do nothing?? i do have a question for you. isit so hard for you to throw your things aside just for that one sec? and... i dont intend to type it out. cause i dont feel so and dont want to. the moment i saw till ____ blog, i start to have alot of question within myself. yet, i found none. not a single answer that can fills in. actually, i was intending to tell you what i wanted to tell you. but, seems useless to me. want know why? bec you have alr start to ignore the presence of me towards you. so, tell me. why should i continue to bother when you dont?? sad to say. pls dont denied, as it is the facts. every lil' things shows. YOU AND YOU!. both of you are the same. all those things you two mentioned to me last year, can take and throw. that time, i told you everything lil single problem. but, you just take it as nothing. fine. thanks ah~ two of you! i will remember deep inside my heart! and, stop lying la~ it means nothing to me, but also it doesnt do any benefits also. so what for??! and, i also dont give a damm to it. so.. and, i have already sort out my thinking le. i dont want to leave in your presence anymore.! okays? you want you come, you dont want you can go. i wont stop you . AND,, please.. i am not your toy or whatever. come and go you like .. lastly, dont give me any more reasons. i wont be bothere with it anymore. things come till so far, i am very satised with it. at least i knew it early , if not i am going to suffer like... well, i can only scold myself for being stupid to wait for months. but, nevermind. is all worth it. at least, it shows the true faces of you'll. i will make you and you, two of you with remorseful attitude towards me:D
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