Thursday, April 30, 2009
to shimin: stop asking me to tell wee/anyone else. i wont say a single thing.
why can't i dream of others?? why must it be this dream?? it seems so real , so nice , so beautiful. yet, it's so far behind. how i wish.. it will turn into reality in life. which is so impossible! if, time would just stop for that moment, even if, is only for awhile, i also will be happy with it.. and bec of this dream, i skipped my dinner today. instead, i teared. standing alone behind the kitchen, leaning on to the window and cried. it makes me think till the past.. how you treated me from the start, and till the end. i questioned myself. how come things will turn this way, how come?? and yet, my mind turned out to be a blank black screen. i have got no answer, no reason for things to turn out this way.. really treasure the moments we had, but it seems to gone away.. i cant get it back anymore, even if i really wanted. i just wanna tell you, I MISS YOU, MY FRIEND. i really miss the days we spent or had together. but, in the end, both of us still have to be seperated, and continue on with our own life. seriously, i being wanting to tell you. i dont need anything. and, i dont want anything from you. all i want, is the friendship that we used to have in the past. i know i am useless. i cant do anything to get back the friendship that we used to have. SORRY AND THANK YOU! dont know what can i do to make things came back to me.. i really miss this friend alot. this friendship means alot to me.. haiis.. if, this is the fate that we're going to have, then from the start i rather choose not to know you. OR i rather all this things dont start at the very beginning... lastly, remember no matter where will i be, i will not/never ever forget the moments we had/ shared together. and, must be happy(:
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