Monday, September 28, 2009

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
wee, will back by tomorrow! wonder, did she enjoyed herself there. and,
did she really take good care herself over there? do hope that, she wont feel stress over there.
one week past. i though, it's going to be a longgg & draggy week. but, it isin't.
maybe bec, i been going out . expect those two-three days, have been staying at home.

suddenly, this came through my mind. i re-called what my dad said to me.
he said, "now, it's alr oct. soon, it'll turn dec. then, x'mas. and, lastly CNY. "
well, he'll say that, obviously, he's telling me not to waste time. and,
i been wasting ALOT of time since the day, i graduated from ITE. seriously,
i also dont understand what the heck is my mind containing. LOL! but, now,
i just wish to study. i want to continue pursing my studies. that's all i wanted.
not blaming my parents for making such negative comments towards me. saying that,
i been staying at home everyday. why not, go out and work to earn some pocket money.
or, saying things that i could really turn piss-ed off! but, i dont blame them. seriously.
although, whenever i go out with my friends, i took some money from them to eat, still,
i feel GUILTY! but, i didn't want/think to take money from them to get things that i wanted.
if not, i'll feel more guilty towards my parents. so, my principal is,
"whatever i wanted, i shall use my own hard-working money to get the things that i wanted."
in this way, i feel more relax and happy. so, upon here, i like to apologise to both of them.
for breaking my promise that i've made when we was in japan.
also, sorry for wasting so much of time. i promise, i'll continue to do housechores.
to reduce the stress and workload for you people. so longed as, it's within my ability,
i will help whatever i can. SORRY!~
*till now, then i realised. for this one whole year, i only managed to work only till two jobs only.

yesterday, i also went overseas. went to malaysia with my family. 15 of us went.
i could only say, overall, it's fun! i did enjoyed myself with them. really, it's fun! :D
also, cin and i, might be organizing a chalet for our own family members.! yeayea!
we shall say that again. as, we might be going overseas also. so, shall see how first. (:
and, will update more on the trip to malaysia. together with photos taken.

alright, i shall update till here. will be back to update again . (: takecare, people. (:

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